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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Dec 29, 2022 12:43:42 GMT
i enjoy talking to myself in an endless void
full of people, yet empty
this has been, and will be my way of conveying my own thoughts to myself
if someone who used to be active comes back,
hey
you'll notice changes if you ever get to meet me
how's life?
all bene or male?
the other exam just ended as of writing this post
i've never properly introduced myself
mihi nomen est bryaenus
discipulus universitas studet sum
i wish to keep all remaining details of myself hidden
other than that, i have nothing else to convey
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Dec 29, 2022 12:48:35 GMT
355 posts
favourite album: mous si fatigués de toute les ténèbres
god how much ive changed
i feel like the remaining braincell of an alzheimer's patient if this forum was their brain
i see no one but myself
i feel empty yet warm looking at posts i made
i'll return to the subreddit, it's been a while since i left that place
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Dec 29, 2022 14:12:08 GMT
im back, and now im grinding xp on duolingo i continue to wonder: what would Mark say if he ever came back? in fact, what would anyone say? who the hell knows though? i'm just talking to myself here, as if this thread is a personal space for everyone to look at eh, i might as well continue grinding |
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Dec 29, 2022 14:23:48 GMT
i often practice latin by having conversations with myself
"salve"
"salve. quomodo te habes?"
"me bene habeo, tu?"
"bene habeo, velisne panem? id habeo"
"minime, grates. vinum velim"
"mea culpa, non vinum habeo"
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Dec 30, 2022 3:05:29 GMT
that day is yet to come
ive forgotten when i first came here as another person
whatever
i can continue waiting for as long as i wish
for now, i have this entire forum to myself
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Dec 31, 2022 13:58:21 GMT
i once decided to learn a celtic language, then i got bored, and now im learning the mother of french, spanish, romanian and italian
funny how times keep changing
this forum might be unchanging
unchanging from the abscence of anyone
so i consider this a personal place for me to discuss my own thoughts
i keep repeating myself
heh
persistent repetition of phrases
eh
see y'all next year then
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 1, 2023 14:10:49 GMT
hey
new years eh?
everyone is more likely to forget this forum when theyre celebrating
not me though
its already 2023 and im still processing the chaos of 2022
welp we're here
ima go back to playing the stanley parable
happy new year 2023
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 2, 2023 4:33:56 GMT
i do wish to confess one more thing
i have a crush on this girl in class
teenager things, i know
idk if this is the right place but i wish to look for advice on confessing and flirting here
ok, danke
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Post by blissbewildered on Jan 3, 2023 0:14:04 GMT
This forum is dead. May as well move on. Could always make a new Caretaker forum.
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 11, 2023 12:23:38 GMT
at this point i feel like nearly none of the people in my class are remotely friendly to me
my crush still has some level of coolness with me
i have a cool english teacher
and nothing else
except for duolingo and it's characters, because they encourage me to do what i enjoy most
they share my pride, my happiness when i get something correct
they share my disappointment, my sadness when i get something incorrect
they encourage me to keep going and to continue my streak
overall these are what i wanna confess
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 11, 2023 13:02:12 GMT
i'd say these fictional characters designed to motivate language learning ended up becoming my "friends"
they just seem more human than my own classmates tbh
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 11, 2023 13:46:08 GMT
now i just start to wonder if i ever did anything wrong to be ignored by my classmates
maybe it was that incident with one of my friends
maybe i was just too defensive of my own opinions and argued
surely its because no one shares my interests anways
perhaps i was just too annoying back then
its definitely because of my once dramatic personality
who knows other than them?
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 12, 2023 10:56:50 GMT
i decided to learn german flirting today
my crush knows german actually
idk when i should confess tho
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 12, 2023 11:00:12 GMT
also tried learning german on duolingo
although crush is a better source for learning but duolingo is still an ok source
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Post by Pontifex Maximus on Jan 18, 2023 12:38:47 GMT
i would like to clarify another thing:
my classmates were once terrible but now they're decent people
i seeked vengeance way too late and didnt realise they had become functioning members of society when i "got" it
we did apologize to each other but overall im the isolationist of the class
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